Bike ride

The feeling I get when I ride my bike is like none other. They make my day. Little CJ turned 3, he is great. Almost had to protect people in Highland Heights, then finish up the night at "My Friends" restraunt in Lakewood. Great day. Bike rides rock, look at the pictures on facebook. Lovles.

Today.

Work 12-5, got off at 8:30. It was busy, but I can dig the fat cash. (Bitches). Relations are still strained and maybe they always will be, I stopped caring. I'm not sacrificing anything else. I like it when its busy in there. Ha! Tomorrow, granted it dries up a bit, I'm going up Big Creek with my bike and camera and taking a lot of pictures. I need somebody I think. Boomboom, outta here.

Drawing

So I need to find better ways to express myself creatively. Following my awesome bike ride yesterday I had an image stuck in my head, so finally today I put it on paper. Sadly it looked kinda like a doodle, but once I put some color in it, it might have some potential. Eventually I'd like to paint it, even though I've never really painted.

Allen and I are writing something together but I need more. Peace and goodbye.

A head.

Looks like things are about to boil over, and the next few days might be some kind of hell. Hopefully when the dust settles, friendships will be reformed.

Enough of that though, today ended up not being so shitty. After losing my headphones, my biking bag, my alan keys, and almost my mind, I actually got around to the bike ride. It did wonders. Nothing like taking a winding trail through the woods. So much inspiration and so serene. After that, things were looking up, coinstar gave me 14 dollars and Taco bell gave me lava sauce on a crunchwrap. So good. Hopefully things work out, but if not, hell I'm going to school in a few weeks and I'll still have my diginity. Bawk bawk out.

Don't Ever

Don't ever try to get with a friend's ex. It messes with everything, even if you're right in doing it. Its been months and things are still messed up. I risked so much trying to have it all, and so far the only thing that I've got from it was life experience. I know who I am, and what I know is the right thing. I'm happy they're happy, but I wish I still had close friends like I did. There is so much animosity for the thing we made eachother do, and go through. It sucks. The people I know now piss me off so much, I can't stand to be in the same area sometimes, even when I pride my self on rolling with the punches and taking the hit. I hope things improve. Whelp, seeya later.

A few things.

Well it has been a damn long time since I posted something on here, I'm just not dedicated enough. I constantly have thousands of things running through my head, and I always have something to rant about and should really use that energy. I'm going to start writing more, I just had so much to write for school when I started this blog, I didn't wanna write on the side.
So I'm gonna start doing this more often, maybe not lengthy posts, just whats going on in my head for the day.
By the way, I met Claudio Sanchez from Coheed and Cambria today, and he signed my 360 controller. He was such a cool and soft spoken dude. Check out my facebook for our awesome picture.
Outty.