That time of year

When I get really fucking busy with everything. I need to decide on a Philanthropy event. GAH. Here's a funny webcomic to keep this blog active.



Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

Read more of those. They've been around forever in internet years, and they're goddamn hilarious. PEACE

Cynicism

Stop looking over my shoulder

I always try to do everything. I never want to take the easy way for really any reason. There's something about my no quit attitude that translates into the way I treat friendships. I want all my friends to mesh, and I hate it when they don't.

I always try to believe that tomorrow will be a better than a day than yesterday. It's really fucking hard sometimes, when you have people around you that are just plain old too cynical. Just keep a strong mind, and really, just stay in the here and now. A little planning never hurt anyone, but if you give it too much, you're done for. Live sort of planned, sort of instinctually, sort of oppertunistic, and you'll be fine. Oh and smile, people like that.

Lazy

That's what I'm becoming with this blog. I have a few thoughts a'brewin' about a post or two, but I don't have the mental stamina right now to post about it.

Sorrrrrrry

Ancestry

I've been doing a lot of thinking about my roots lately, and I kinda realized, Ancestry is kind of a mind fuck. Think about it, guaranteed, you had two biological parents. That's a fact. There's no other way you got here other than the loins of you parents. Same goes for them. Now trace back. So you know your major ethnicity, but what about even before that. Remember, everyone had parents. Keep tracing, and really it goes back until the dawn of man, and then even before that. SO FUCKING CRAZY.

Part Deux of my thinking: Allllllll of that, born out of all of that chaos comes a person. A unique person, with a consciousness all their own, made up of the genes of their ancestors. Any misstep or difference in mating habits in the bloodline results in a completely different person. Your unique mother mated with your unique father to create you. Same goes for them. So much chaos.

I want to trace my bloodline as far as it goes.

Oh, I live in Berea now, siiiiiiiick.

Sloth

The Res. Life office at Baldwin-Wallace sucks ass. When did they say I'd have my assignment? The 20th. Of December. It's now the 3rd of January, and every time I call they seem to care less and less.

On a related note, here's the cutest damn video on the internet.

Get it? Res life moves slow, LIKE A SLOTH

HAR HAR HAR

Resolve

Happy New Year

I don't make resolutions, because I feel like the idea of a "New Year's Resolution" has been something for people to hide behind. You shouldn't need a reason to change your life. If there is something about yourself you don't like, change it. NOW. A resolution comes from a guilty conscience, a way for people to put off real change until the New Year, instead of living proactively all the time. Live.

I have resolve. I'm proactive.

I'm also tired and have to work in the morning. Goodnight.

(Tim, play more xbox.)