Pinkerton

Sometimes you have to feel absolutely shitty to remember the things that make you happy in life.

Friends are an easy one to remember, but I really just thoroughly enjoy coffee dates at lakes and Weezer. There's something about the early Weezer albums, namely the Blue Album and Pinkerton that just make me happy. The songs are depressing for the most part, or just talk about problems, but that's what made Weezer, Weezer. Something that just screams rock and roll that I love about these albums that I heart.

Now to play the waiting game.

Uncertain

All things considered, I had a great fucking night with Mr. Mike Follina and friends. Just drinks, talks, and excellent people

Tim, Mark, James, thanks so much. You guys get it.

Boom goes the dynamite.

Downfall of us...wait no just me.

I know my downfalls, but I'm pretty sure my "pros" far outweigh my "cons"

Looky

Gonna give it time I guess. Gawd. In the meantime I stumbled on this cool little image about love, check it!
LOVE

Deserve

I never did anything this deserve this, and I worked really hard to make things works. I'm stubborn but I'm selfless.

GAWD

Arabic in the morning, I'm pumped. I'm really excited for this school year, even though it seems like a ridiculous amount of work.

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I'm a fighter with a heart of gold.

Rebel

I am sooooo effing tired today. Did another 24 miles on the towpath today, and I've yet to nap lolz. I feel like I could fall asleep right now, but I felt like I needed to blog.

The past 24 hours have been a rollercoaster and I'm so ready to get off this ride. I think I know what I have to do.

That's about it. Kinda dry. Tim, we need to hit the bees before I start class. Maybe tomorrow(Saturday)?

Lemme know homeboy.

Alive

I feel so exhilirated right now. Ask me about it

I will perfect my French this year, and I'm gonna try my damnedest to pick up Arabic.

I am so ready to be an intellectual badass.

Mike Poggi vs. The World

Scott Pilgrim is now one of my favorite movies of all time. It's just that quirky and lovable and I absolutely adore how they displayed the troubles of a relationship and falling in love. Totally awesomely epic.

Saturday, I rode the towpath with my buddy Andy, and with the roundtrip factored in, we did about 23 miles. I'm super excited about the shape I'm in, and I'm really glad that the only real crap I eat is when I get Hooburritos at 1 o clock. Oh and bees but that doesn't count

I did a little splorin' today in the Metroparks and I think I'm gonna bust out the camera and do a little amateur photography.

It's sleepy time.

Dark

I've been in a pretty bad place the past few days, and I'm just starting to pull through this.

There are definitely few friends that deserve my thanks, and I never wanna feel this way again. I seriously have just started to get food back into my system even though I still feel like shit. I think that I may have had a little breakdown. My stomach is constantly nauseous, and my heart is racing.

I'm so sorry Tia for freaking out, and I really am happy with you. I only wanna give you the best, and the me in the past few days has not been the best.

I think what everyone needs to do is really take a look at their life and realize what they have going for them. It may sound simple, but by just realizing all the good, the bad starts to fade away. I have a lot to be happy for. A great family, a house, a car, a great girl, and a pretty sweet dog to top it off.

I'm really hoping I feel better because the last time I felt this way my appendix went, and I'm sorta running out of useless organs to pop.

Oh and finally, I played the lotto tonight, so if I win tomorrow this blog may not see any love for awhile.

Peaceout.

Barely

Well I can't believe it, but we made it through, and hopefully it'll last. I still feel shitty, like waking up and feeling groggy but a whole lot worse. GAWD.

Rippin and Tearin

What? Two consecutive posts?!!?! Are you mad man?

Yup I'm gonna do it, because I feel like this post is so unrelated to the previous that it deserves it's own little bookmark.

I had a shit ton of fun at Mr. Divot's yesterday, it was a nice break from reality. Whenever I'm doing some sort of physical activity, it's like I check out from the rest of the world.

I'm really in a good place with my friends. I feel like the people I talk to genuinely know me and my intentions, and it's the greatest feeling in the world.

Tim Leo, you have some excellent ideas about "it" and I think that by diversifying the stunts, the hilarity will be increased tenfold. That sounded like a business proposal and I like it.

That's it for now, bye allllllllll.

Selfless

I believe that I'm pretty much a selfless guy. I think it's why I'm so good with customer service, and why I'd be considered a "nice guy."

But when it comes to relationships, this can be a very bad thing for me. I feel like I'm getting trounced on, and I hate it. I do so goddamn much, and I just want to feel it reciprocated in some way shape or form.

Damn I feel like a 50's housewife or something

GARSH

Horseshit

Here it goes, about to break the number one rule of blogging: Don't blog while angered.

I'm sick of being walked on, and I'm sick of backing down. Will I stop? Probably not. I care about this way too fucking much, and I'm stubborn as shit.

I know you read this, and I hope you realize this one is for you.

Regular non shitty posting shall resume tomorrow.

Night all.