Joyeux Noel

I have so many things to talk about, but I don't know where to start. So I won't. I'm just gonna take a rest and let it all incubate, and maybe I'll try to form some sentences tomorrow or something. Hope everyone's holiday was great. The real world is knocking on the door. Merry Christmas.

Rug

So I just had a pretty intense experience, and I'm really not sure how I feel about it. I don't wanna say anything on here because the experience was private, and this blog is public. Don't mix. I just know it affected me, and I'm not sure if it changes how I feel about this girl. Hmmm. I'll tell anyone who wants to know, just not on here. Aloha.

Avatar

Not bad James Cameron, you win this round.

Shining Through

Maybe it will become something beautiful.

Absinthe

Cocktail Party tonight!!! So pumped to dress up. And since a few other people I know have doing a post like this, here it goes

My iPod has been playing a lot of:
Four Year Strong
Andrew Jackson Jihad
Radiohead (The Bends)
Blink 182 (Always on)
Weezer (Always on)
Them Crooked Vultures
Coheed and Cambria
Kid Cudi (Cudderisback is such a good song)

Welp seeya later. I'm gonna look damn good tonight

Sissy Nation

Maureen just got me this book for Christmas, and I'm so pumped to start reading it. Look it up. Its gonna be a great break.

Mute

The last few days have been...boring. Being home is nice though, Parma is like a vacation from the stress of school. The stress of everything. I get to rest, be with the people I want, and make money. Fuck money. That shouldn't be one of the reasons I'm happy to be home. Also there's my little brother. Seriously my best friend on the planet. I consider Allen family, but I love my brother Nick.

Also, one of the new girls at Romeo's was told that I "wanted" her by my friends. They just love to bust my balls about the way I talk to girls. So now I have this situation on my hands, and its just weird because I don't really ever talk to this girl.

Alright well I think I'm done here, I've noticed that since I've been home my computer time has dropped drastically. Don't know what it is, must be the water.

P.S. I almost felt bad posting this, it will be my 70th post, and now I can't say 69. Lame

P.P.S. I have a little note I typed out on my iPod Touch on the ride down to Mansfield last Saturday, it flows a little like a poem or song. I might post it up here. iDunno.

Utah

I want to make a pitcher of lemonade and drink it on my front porch with somebody. Then I want to walk up to the circle and sit on a park bench and just kinda look around, and talk, and jump from topic to topic. And just enjoy the company enough to not wanna leave when it got too cold. Not that it would be winter cold, but just the chill of the night. We'd walk back and then watch some movies. Done rambling, goodnight.

...fuck

Well it started as a just a twinge of jealousy, but by the end of the night, I was about ready to leap across the room. I guess that feeling kinda confirms it. Ugh. I'm really starting to wish things were simple.

I'll never be a liar

I feel like everyone I know needs to quit fucking whining. Everyone is so pissy lately, and obviously its rubbing off in the post. Is life in the long run really that bad? No, so quit bitching, you have your health, family, and friends. If everyone were to just take a step back, calm the hell down, and just deal, the world would be a lot better place. Happy Birthday

French Roast

Goodbye shitty Cyber Cafe coffee, even if I did become quite accustomed to you. This is the last post from this apartment. I know I talked about it last night, but I'm finally leaving. Peace Mansfield!

Futon

Tonight is the last night I'll stay in my apartment in Mansfield, sleeping on a futon, falling asleep to Comedy Central. These three months went by so fast, and even though I was pretty lonely, I'm gonna miss being on my own I think. I dunno, there is a sense of self realization when you live alone, when you provide for yourself, and do things for you. I am my own man. So I say goodnight futon, and hello dorm. Oh yeah and a month in Parma in between. Gotta love the suburbs.

Contains Nuts

Only one more final to go, then its four weeks of break. Wootwoo!!!! Best part: Its a Civil War test, and thanks to the wonderful Mr. Cyr, I will nail the exam on mostly prior knowledge. Parma really did have a kickass history program if nothing else. I really wanna see the lights downtown this weekend, maybe I'll ask Moreween. Whatever, ttylilyb

1986

I miss my old Fiero. It was such a great car to have, so rare. It was a stick and only had two seats, it was basically the best "date" car ever. It was never messy because of how small it was, and its probably what I miss most from my high school years. Ahhhhh Fiero, I'm definitely gonna buy another one sometime. That is all.

Liquid Plumber

I need an western/cross country adventure. So today at Allen's we decided that next year after my 21st birthday, we're gonna take a month and drive west. Zig-zag city to city, state to state. We've actually been talking about this for awhile now, and hopefully we'll get some good writing material. I think a trip of that sort would be exactly what I need. Gathering up all sorts of inspiration from new places across the country with my best friend. I'm really pumped. Plus, I've been around for almost two decades, and I haven't accomplished much, I need something to be proud of. A truly lasting experience. K-O

I

want.

Send me out with a bang

So Everlong is probably my favorite song of all time. It needs to start snowing already, its not fun when its just cold.

Bebop and Rocksteady

Be consistent, but not predictable. Live in the moment. Live for the moment. Don't get caught up in the moment. Greet warmly. Speak with substance. Say what you mean. Let little things slide sometimes. Act with purpose, unless its time to let loose. Rock hard. Rock loud. Don't be completely reckless. Read. Love. Forgive. Laugh deep. Be true to yourself. Make some alone time. Don't forget your friends. Smile more often then frown. Be appropriate. Be cordial. Crack a joke. Most of all, be happy. The world is a rough enough place as it is. Boom, outta here.

God's Hula Hoop

So I dvr'd a shit ton of movies over Thanksgiving break because we had free movie channels. Now I just need someone to watch them with. Watching a lot of movies alone sucks sometimes. Darjeeling Limited anyone?

Adam Ohio

Feeeel my influence! You have made a blog, and you shall post. Muhahahaha

Where is the old you, I miss her.

So why are we even friends anymore? You never have anything nice to say, not just about me, but about the world in general. Anything that comes out of your mouth is just over cynical bullshit and I'm sick of it. We used to just sit and chill in our classes, talk and joke about anything. I used to think we were pretty similar people, but this year has definitely changed that view. You used to read this, and I hope you still do, because you'll probably never hear this from me. Not that I don't want to tell you, its just that I'm not gonna go out of my way to start shit. I really don't care enough. If we don't talk after I move out, I really don't care. You've changed, and not in the good way. And in all honesty, I feel like you've become a toxic person. So I'm done with it, personally, I feel great about my self right now, and I have good reason. Boom Headshot.

Frederick Douglas

Arizona Green Tea, I <3 You. You are always delicious, no matter the hour. Thank you

Bet you can't stick it.

Well, I started writing a few things down for my paper, and it's actually coming together. Silly Confederates, if only they knew that slavery was actually destroying them, the rebels might have had a chance. Whatever.

I need to sack up and do things more often. I calculate too much, look at the risk, weigh my choices, then act. I going to be more compulsive, with some things. I think its reckless and irresponsible to just throw caution to the wind constantly. There is a time and place for everything I guess, and sometimes I think my life would be a lot better if I acted on impulse more often.

Also, I really need to get back to skating, the benefits were amazing. I would literally lose all my worries and just ride. I was never even that good, it was just so much fun to just chill on the board.

Finally, I need to see Allen more often. He's my best friend, and we haven't hung out in weeks. We used to just loiter the mall during Christmas and get wrapped up in the season. We would fucking talk for hours and laugh at the stupidest fucking jokes. I miss you man, and I hope you read this. When he moves to Dayton, I'm really gonna be missing a major part of my heart. I hope he goes far. He really has talent, he just needs to get a start somewhere, then he'll be off. <3

I thinks its time I got back to my paper.

P.S. That Becca thing is over, she still has feelings for her ex. We decided to just stop talking. I told her to keep me in mind. I got too excited I think, but in the end, I don't really care. It was fun while it lasted. Hanno una bella serata.

Ninety Percent, Chief!

Kinda funny story. Today, I took a power nap instead of working out, so I needed to head back up to the school to print some Psych Articles. Its about eight, so the place is basically abandoned, I get in, get out. As I'm leaving the a computer lab, some girl is leaving another lab, and we basically run into eachother. We say sorry, then have that awkward leave in the same direction thing. I hold the door for her and we start walking to the same parking lot. Right as we get there, she branches off and we start walking in almost opposite directions. I decide that I wanna get a look at her one more time, so at a "safe" distance I turn almost completely around, just to see her doing the same exact thing! It was right out of a corny romance comedy. So I wave and yell, "I'm Mike!", and she yells back her name, Kasey. Thats it. I thought it was funny. Sidenote: I have a delicious sub and lemonade ready, and I feel a wave of inspiration coming on. PUMPED.

Nothing is true

Felice Dicembre. Looking at my blog posts, I saw that almost half of my posts came in November. I find that a little ridiculous, considering I thought last month was very uneventful! But my blog begs to differ. I'm just about done with this quarter, and I could not be more excited. Also, I really want another tattoo. A lot. Well I'm in the computer lab at Ovalwood, so I should really get back to Psych Summaries. Sadface. Again, have a Happy December. <(")