I'll talk to you.

For real.

Monday, September 28, 2009

This weekend and upcoming week. And a little introspection

Well this week started my new routine for the next few months. Go to Parma on Thursday, work 22 hours between Friday and Saturday, go home to Mansfield Sunday, off for a week. Riveting. Friday night, I almost got into a fight with some loser kids with skateboards, but I guess the police were too close, so they never made a move. I was ready, but I don't like to fight, especially for the stupidest reasons. Damn kids. I guess their group had gotten into some shit at McDonalds and they were ready for a fight. I also assume they didn't see the police cruiser a parking lot over, until they got close enough to us. It was close. I'm beginning to come to grips with the fact that I'm starting to get a little lonely, the freedom is great, but its a weird feeling to get used to falling asleep all alone. Completely alone. I dunno, I'm probably just still adjusting. I'm still enjoying being here though, so I haven't decided where I want to be for the next three years. Every day is going by so fast, and even though I'm starting to piece things together in my life, I really wish I could find someone to share all the things I have with. All my thoughts, all my emotions. I feel like my mind is running at maximum constantly, but as much as I may need it, I really don't want a break. I need someone that can match that with me. I miss that certain feeling. Alot. Other than that its back to a shit ton of reading for my history classes. I want nothing more than to be a historian on one of those specials on the History Channel. So cool. And...boom goes the dynamite. OMGWTFBBQ

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Alone

I live all alone now, in my own apartment. This is fucking sweet. I'm reading for my history class with a bowl of reeses puffs and it is so great. Just thought I'd let you know. NOM NOM

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Air Mattress

I'm wide-eyed and all ears my love...Well I had a great day today. Apartment setup tomorrow, then done finally. I'm writing this from the air mattress in the middle of floor I've been living on the past few days. Its actually not that bad. I could use it as a permanent bed and not care. My dear, if I could only turn back time. Nightnightnight.

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Pickled Pigs Feet

Don't expect anything. Ever. Make no assumptions. Example, I was scheduled til 8, strolled out at 10:30, 2 and half hours richer. If I had plans I would have been mad, but that is just how Romeo's works, you get out when you get out. Its like this, my boss has poured so much of himself into this store for the past three years, and now he may be getting bought out by his business partner who was supposed to be his friend. My boss was a hard worker, and he's trained everyone in there. Yeah he can get pissy sometimes, but its his time and his money being spent so whatever. I'm only in this town for a few more days, then its Mansfield solitude. I guess its time to get smarter again. Love, I miss it.

P.S. I started the first paragraph today.
P.P.S. I want a longboard.
P.P.P.S. This is hilarious, and they're my favorite band--->http://www.spinner.com/2009/09/11/weezers-raditude-cover-is-doggone-awesome/
Bip Bap Bam Bye


Friday, September 18, 2009

Apartment and School.

First of all, my apartment is the bomb diggity and more than enough room for one person. This little fish is gonna grow so much in this big pond. Downside is I might get lonely, but whatever, I plan on being busy. Alot. As for school, I'm pumped to get back to class, but I'm thinking of transferring. OSU is like paying for the brand name product that isn't even that great, and extremely pricey what you are paying for. I'd rather go to a better school for the money and effort I'm throwing down. Thats another thing, I love the feeling of sustaining myself, off my money. I hate money, but its a great feeling to rely on yourself. Also, I constantly feel like a chapter of my life is just waiting to begin. There are always so many to walk your path, but me, I wanna fly. Boom outta here.

Monday, September 7, 2009

Novel

Everytime I sit and think about writing with Allen a new idea pops in my head. Its fantastic! Something is actually coming of this, its no longer just chit chat. Everything is so inspiring lately, I wish I was just more creative, or musical. Welp short post, seeya later!

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Writing

Aj and I are finally putting words down on paper. I love it. Such a great feeling to actually create something original and let out some creative energy at the same time. I found out I got my apartment today, and I just have to pay off the lease, and housing is settled. So now that the big stressers in my life are nailed down, time to micro manage. Work is going good, I'm just torn on school, and some people. Some people. School starts soon anyway, structured working should do me some good. Boomboom seeya.